Monday, December 31, 2001

i've just realized that i swear a lot. And other people are noticing as well. like every other sentence has an "f this" "f that" "shut the f up" and it's like i can't stop doing it. i am embarassed. my vocabulary is now reduced to that of only a handful of cuss words. i swear in front of old ladies, customers, your mother, important people you're not suppose to swear in front of.....Jesus, how do i stop? perhaps i've Tourette's Syndrome? and why not? i already suffer from plenty of nervous habits and ticks amongst many other ridiculous compulsive things i do on a regular basis like twiddling my fingers, picking at my face, counting all the letters in words of sentences to figure out if the sentence is odd or even, you know, basic nervous habits. ffuk.


shhit.